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9/16/03

Why do all of my friends have problems at the same time? And why the hell does everybody on earth breakup with their boyfriend/girlfriend on the same day? ugh...you people are really depressing me.  Don't worry about it though, I'm always here to help.

And so it goes...

Well...I offer my unconditional love to all, but not too often do you guys realize what's going on with me.   I'm feeling very alone, and I miss what I had before I graduated.   I keep trying to bring myself up, but it's not working very well.   If anyone wants to just spend time with me, please do cause I need it.

Without A Care

I still think about you
Now and then
I see your face in
My thoughts again
And I know now
I still love you
 
It killed me when you left
And I cried
Oh god, why again?
And I stand here alone
With my thoughts telling me
 
The hate consumes me once again
Overtaking my consciousness
Flooding out all that was
Real to me
 
Wishing things had ended differently
Not taking you leaving so suddenly
And I think about you once again
 
I still see you living life
Without a care
Not taking notice that
I'm even there
 
It killed me when you left
And I cried
Oh god, why again?
 
The hate consumes me once again
Flooding out all that was
Real to me
 
Love me
Like I do you
Can't you see
All that I did was for you
But now I pay with my heart
 
And the hate consumes me once again
Overtaking my consciousness
Flooding out all that was
Real to me